How I wish you were mine

 I'd do anything to have you. climb mountains, walk a 1000 miles, wait at the corner of the street forever if you'd come! promise.
The things I would do to get a vespa! isn't it the most adorable thing ever?Its not just any other scooter, there's something about it, so inviting! maybe its the bright colours it comes in or the retro elements or maybe the amount of romance attached to it. I don't blame the movie makers, it really is so adorable & can you imagine it at a wedding as the get away vehicle?That is so awwwwwww.


The Vespa, manufactured by Piaggio, an Italian Scooter brand, means 'wasp'. yes, Vespa means 'wasp' in Italian. but honestly I think its more of a beetle than a wasp.Don't you? beetles are obviously way cuter!

Speaking of Beetles, I want a Beetle! (no I do not mean the insect or the band, in case you are wondering).


its cute that love & hugs come free, but it wouldn't hurt to tag one of these onto the love! 

Until then, I'll love my rodeo.

peek-a-boo!

So, who are you? yes you whoever you are reading this right now, Don't pretend like this never happened & that you don't constantly stalk me just to know how awesome Ive gotten with the passing of each day.I don't blame you, I am pretty damn awesome & stalk worthy aren't I?yeah, Modesty doesn't come easy to me. I wonder what you are thinking while you read what I have to say, I hope in some way I inspire atleast one person in a week.( in a day, is like asking for all the cake in the world. not happening) I wonder if I've inspired you? if you are here, looking at this post, not for the first time, I guess I have.Even if denied by you, cause if there wasn't anything at all that caught your attention, you wouldn't be back here will you?
yeah this is pretty random.Just felt the need to acknowledge your anonymous presence that's all! read on :) go ahead.

 I'm getting late for class now! yes, it begins today! pray this time. I LEARN.

Yummy in my Tummy

Jelly. we all eat jelly. I love jelly! who doesn't love jelly? everybody loves jelly.
Yes, Im going high on jelly but seriously, its on hell of a culinary invention! At anytime, any where its awesome & helps successfully in overcoming any highly emotional state that one maybe faced with.( yes Im trying to sound intellectual, all I mean is its great comfort food) I got thinking, Ive been eating jelly for what seems like forever now but never thought about it & I felt it was about time it got the attention it needed!
No, a blob of jelly didn't protect the US from Osama, neither did it successfully stop an earth quake; but come on! it sure did lighten up the mood when I was so angry I could kill someone and it just sat there at the table, wobbling away. You may find my sense of humor a bit bizarre but  IT WAS SERIOUSLY HIGHLY AMUSING.
getting back to what I was trying to say, jelly is awesome!

Okay I need to go now... my jelly awaits!

Slow & steady. Getting No where.

Cars should come with drivers. Like a package deal. 15 hours of class, 2 sessions, 25 days. WASTED. & now what? 2 more weeks. Ive reached a point where I'm doubting my abilities & wondering if its me or the car? its me? yeah its me. Driving is fun, so Ive heard. Maybe if I succeed in controlling the car first.I can drive forever with the instructor & his parallel controls. Really, no jokes, I can put F1 drivers to shame that way, but on my own? lets just say... The sky is back to being blue. maybe, someday!

3 cheese pizzas? yum.

Converging Rainbows

When you’re lying down & thinking everything is going wrong,
Wondering why sometimes life is such a sad Ballad;
You want to run, you want to cry, you want to scream cause you Don’t know why,
just lay back & dream that happy dream..

The one that made u laugh, the one that brought a smile,
Leave back every apprehension, forget every opinion.
They maybe family, they maybe friends,
But in the end it all boils down to self defense.

Do what brings you joy: the silence is too loud.
Look for that voice inside your head waiting to be heard.
Its running, it’s screaming, it’s tripping, it’s falling...
...Why don’t u get it? All your mind wants is what your heart desires...

Pick yourself up, put back the broken pieces, and find new ones that need to be found.
It’s really not about what they think, it’s about how u feel.
If it brings u joy, it brings you laughter & every moment is cherished after,
there is nothing wrong, in living not knowing what’s right.

After all, who is to decide what’s wrong or right? People who are people just like u?
So go make that dream a reality,
Live a happy life cause in the end we all know,

 The mind wants only what the heart desires.

Bright Darkness

Some journeys seem to go on forever
drag you through each day
you don’t know what you’re doing there
so secure but so astray.

You see the light to something new
something so inviting.
You feel the light trapping you
your fate if you only knew.

A journey ended before it began
but hurt more than ever
watch things crumble before your eyes,
leaves you like a river that never dries.

You try to move back
it pulled you forward
but when you took one step ahead
it thrust you two steps back.

Those sweet little nothings
always meant something.
You don’t know how to move,

You don’t know where to go.

That moment you realize nothings new,
if only u had thought things through.
You know u need not be glum or blue
you know u deserve to breathe anew.